| My life is a boring tragedy. If I went into detail you would either start bawling or fall asleep, and you probably don't want to do either of those things. So I won't go into detail. Yesterday while 'expanding my mind' I had this amazing vision. It was of Brianna in a long and flowing wedding gown outside on a sunny day looking the most beautiful I have ever seen her. Was this a sign or just a hallucination? I don't know. Things are so unpredictable. Ane yet I'm always on the verge of tears due to boredom. Johnson City is melting my brain. |
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Trainspotting
By Ewan McGregor, Ewen Bremner, Jonny Lee Miller, Kevin McKidd, Robert Carlyle
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People make mistakes. Hopefully it was just a fluke. Things are back to normal now. Or at least almost normal. However now I'm stuck with a background fear. (It was just an impulse... But what if it turned into something more sinister...) No. Things are back to normal. And I am happy. |
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| Imagine that you love someone with all of your heart and base your whole life and future around them. You for the first time in your life feel wanted, loved, happy, ect. Then out of left field, that someone betrays then abadons you for no apparent reason. It makes you wonder if they really loved you or if it was all a lie. It makes your life feel as if it is not worth living and that you no longer have a future. This all happened to me today. At first I was confused but then I realized the truth. That some people run from the truth and do destructive things instead of solving the issue. They justify that they are a bad person and they will always do bad things instead of trying to become a better person. I realized that I am on a higher maturity level than this person and deserve better. I don't need anyone in my life. I only need myself. If only I didn't feel so alone. |
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